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January 2, 2018

There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. These are the 22,000+ gratitude moments that got me here. [From gratitude journals 1999-2018]

33 moons ago...
In one single month: I broke up with X, flew to Calgary to be comforted by Mainey and help her pack her apartment, kept my business going superbly well, cleared old apartment under 8 days, sold all unnecessary items in 48hrs, within days got my mojo/shine/soul/light/radiance/breath/life force back, am motivated more than ever to upgrade my e-course, sent bar stools to Sindy, plants to Joyce and Grace, and had plenty of time to sleep well, paddleboard, take a self-defense class, spend time with friends. Wow, if that's not proof of being the wrong relationship, I dont' know what is! 

63 moons ago...
Zahra Huss

30 moons ago...
You know you've got a true friend when she's willing to weight your 22kg luggage for you and hold it long enough for the handheld scale to beep. And then do it again and again each time you add one more item. LOL! Love you Sindy!!

60 moons ago...
Thanks to me, X fits into all her clothes. She's eating regularly. She's feeling good. Oh my heart. She's maintaining this. Beautiful! Let her go!

26 moons ago...
I did have a feeling about narcissist being closed off and unenthusiastic about me and I was right. Trust my instincts.

15 moons ago...
$100 for direct flight from Malaga to Las Palmas. Sooo worth the price of a booty call. LOL!
[Present day: I didn't actually go through with it. But now looking back, I probably really would have enjoyed it. LOL!]

54 moons ago...
Slept in and wrapped myself in "I Choose Joy" mantra so that mind doesn't freak out about uncertainty in income

17 moons ago...
Bus [in Budapest] arrived within 1min of me being at the stop. I had exact change for bus fare purchased from driver. There was one seat available for me. How does this happen?!? High vibration that's how.

40 moons ago...
Pep talk with X about why I'm hallucinating X cheating on me with his ex in South America. She said it's because I love him. And I'm taking the past and projecting it onto the future. 
[Present day: Really? I agree with the projection part, but not the I love him part. Cheating dreams are a clue into self-betrayal, not a marker of truly loving someone.]

7 moons ago...
Learning from X that if you want to be a leader in my inner circles then you have to relentlessly pursue me and compel me and chase me. Not ME following up with you, tracking you in a spreadsheet and chasing YOU. Holy f*ck I've spent my whole life taking 10,000% responsibility for myself and 1,000% responsibility for others, chasing others, following up with others. No wonder I'm exhausted. I'm so done with that.

27 moons ago...
So happy didn't have lunch with X in Zurich, so had space to go to antigravity yoga class and work. Yum. Space. Free time. Free space. Freedom. Freedom from being locked in. I love my "Year of No"

31 moons ago...
Texted X right after her Fundamentals course. How did I know. Woah! I did a Synchrodestiny meditation that morning.

18 moons ago...
Told taxi driver off, that's right, I did. The lying son of a bitch who tried to pull out his phone to call a friend and lie to me that there was no bus. F*cking liar.

55 moons ago...
Thank you November for giving me the month "off" work. So I can move, prep new Vital Silks courses, go to NYC for Antigravity Yoga certification, learn about insurance and liability needs, etc etc etc!
[Present day: I guess I was thanking myself for giving myself the month off. Permission slip!]

52 moons ago...
Paola helping me clarify my niche: globetrotting overachieving successful entrepreneurs and professionals looking for fulfillment, freedom, free time, love, health.

22 moons ago...
What if I could be a millionaire? And tears flowed... in recognition of truth. What if I could be bumped off the billionaires list because I donated so much of my money that I was just a millionaire...?

27 moons ago...
Guys, guys, I'm in Bosnia! How did THAT happen?!? Thank god plans don't always work out! I wonder why I still make any LOL!

3 moons ago...
For the first time in my life, I feel wanted, desired, THE PRIZE. Now, which warrior king will win my hand. Tee-hee. Feeling grand!

68 moons ago...
Web design work is trading time for money BUT I'm in it to promote wellness and getting corporate attention, so I'll soon be paid higher hourly rates!!
[Present day: Thank god wellness and corporate routes did NOT come to fruition. No joy. I got smarter. I went on to build residual income streams.]

59 moons ago...
Make a decision. Believe. I believe in you. I believe in myself. I just want to be acknowledged for who I am, not what I achieved.

50 moons ago...
He texted me that he's out late with the guys not because he had to check in but because he missed me and was a pile of mush missing me

69 moons ago...
Was looking for a way out of social party and Jen texted me first to meet one-on-one, decision made, thank you Universe! #introvert

Women who are free will set the world free.

Freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAbout the Author • Hi, I'm Ella, success coach and founder of Guide to Grace. With 100+ countries traveled, I invite women liberators to freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantment.
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