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December 3, 2017

There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. These are the 22,000+ gratitude moments that got me here. [From gratitude journals 1999-2018]

51 MOONS AGO...
He refers to me as a jackpot, with a sigh of love.

84 MOONS AGO...
Really really really enjoy design and GUI improvement

4 MOONS AGO...
I'm an empath. I feel other people's pain. So when I see mirrored back at me people like X who beat themselves up for not being the "desired" trait or not accepting the limitations of their trait, it hurts. Thankfully, that pain gets transmuted into self-compassion, knowing that if I don't accept my traits NOW, I'll turn into her and implode back into my own pain. Not good.

7 MOONS AGO...
Aww man. After every long call with mom that lasts more than 1h20min (length of last call I had with dad), I wonder for a micro-moment if this will be our last call. Then I wake up and check Fb messenger like I did that fateful morning to see if she died. And this neurotic cycle repeats every time. So I call mom less and less frequently, for less and less duration, because I can't go through this neurosis again. Sigh. Trauma really grips you and hijacks your brain, doesn't it?!?

89 MOONS AGO...
Passing Wholefoods on my way to work

58 MOONS AGO...
So glad I put an alert on my phone to cancel Red Lion hotel. Would have lost $300.

7 MOONS AGO...
OMG sixty shades of grateful that I don't have to go to an office everyday or even once a week. The stress, time crunch, and transit of getting ready in the morning is sooo much better used toward awesome creative work. Remember: I would die in an office setting. Wouldn't survive sitting at a desk without jumping around, lying upside down on my coach, or taking a nap!

78 moons ago...
Resign right now bc I have the upper hand bc funding not renewed, so no one will want a mediocre 1.5 month highly unstable contract. And if they need a contractor, then contract to me! Do it, Ella! DO IT NOW!!!

42 moons ago...
Take a moment to sigh it out: condo window repairs went through. Siiiiiigh. Still have money. Siiiiiigh. Second townhouse deposit went through. Siiiiiigh. Still have money. Siiiiiigh. EWN $7k book deal went through. Siiiiiigh. Still have money. SiiiiiighDidn't even know I had a $3,500 TFSA hidden away with IG. Siiiiiigh.

16 moons ago...
X can fix things. Just like my dad. He feels like Luke, from Gilmore Girls. Could we have a home base near his work and another home base in Costa del Sol :p

19 moons ago...
Each ID card with my new name on it brings me such joy. So. Much. Joy. I see it, touch it, smile beamingly at it, hold it lovingly and longingly at it. I am ever so joyful!!!

61 moons ago...
Sometimes, when circumstances and disappointments bump you off track, it's the beginning of an even bigger dream coming true, that could not have come true on the track that you were on.

27 moons ago...
Even though hostel was shit, earplugs, eye mask and location location location saved the day!!

56 moons ago...
I will not let my dad or mom steal my joy. It is not my job to fulfill all their needs and make up for all their unrealized dreams.

61 moons ago...
Jean coming into The City to see me, she looooves me. The Universe loves me.

68 moons ago...
Holy shit!! I met Erika who posted about Chopra 21-day mediation challenge. So I meditate then I get an email about co-ambassador opportunity with Internations! Holy wow, that was fast!

75 moons ago...
A love failure is not a life failure.

34 moons ago...
Yay! Kindle added new font for faster reading, so I'm reading faster. Yay! :D

84 moons ago...
Eating out

31 moons ago...
Dani introducing me to GGI community leaders around the world on my Exquisite Freedom tour. I'm so happy I'm making the right friends in the right places.

16 moons ago...
Roomie: Just wait until I get Nexus card. It'll be even easier to get my itch scratched. T-shirt idea: Got an itch? Earn your scratch. LOL!

52 moons ago...
Me: Feel like going for a walk sometime? Him: You're so romantic, Ella.

Women who are free will set the world free.

Freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAbout the Author • Hi, I'm Ella, success coach and founder of Guide to Grace. With 100+ countries traveled, I invite women liberators to freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantment.
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