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There is a freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment and enchantment. The path of Grace, lined with 22,000+ documented moments of daily gratitude (1999-2018), lead me here. Enjoy the daily wisdom funnies, especially the present day commentaries!

54 MOONS AGO...
Seeing my twinkle lights turned on in my apt

70 moons ago...
X coming to me to coach her daughter. Paid clients coming to me!!

27 moons ago...
Oy, when Uniqlo machine washed jackets came out clumpy, my inner child wanted to kill herself. Geez! When things don't go her way, it's the very end of life itself. What a drama queen!

49 moons ago...
Kendall and Gail saying to me, You are world stage material!

55 moons ago...
Jennifer raises my energy and reminds me to keep joyful people close to my heart!

7 moons ago...
And within 4min of writing precious entry into journal, I'm settled down, sitting in shade by fountain, listening to Brené Brown audiobook, eating my vegan avocado sandwich, drinking my berry spirulina kale smoothie and in awe that I'm sitting here in Malaga of all places in the world. OMG maybe it's not me... maybe I'm picking up on how ungrounded X feels?!? That tornado wasn't mine, it was hers! #empathyoverdrive

58 moons ago...
Shopped like a wealthy person and felt like a million bucks!

16 moons ago...
X ticket agent was such a bitch. Not because she didn't want to help but because her English was poor and fear swallowed her whole, so bitchiness was simply a protection mechanism of being. Meh, karma will take care of her. I just sent her compassion and sent myself compassion. Both. Compassion to me too. 

29 moons ago...
Ask for directions, then go to next corner, ask again, then repeat until arrived at destination. Serpentine. LOL

83 moons ago...
Lunch time Miz Mooze shopping

21 moons ago...
X toying with boys with: you can kiss me if you want

54 moons ago...
Bought snow pants and mittens bc I looooved them AND bc they were on sale. Checked Amazon, same price, so I want it now, no shipping fee or delay. More money will come! Lots more will come!
[Commentary: What is this ego-mind incessant chatter and fear about poverty? I've never had any debt for a single second of my life. In fact, I've always had $20,000-$65,000 in safety cushion at ALL times, WTF is this constant "You will die poor" threat? ... Oh, I know what it is now. It's intergenerational fear and threat that never got healed, so got unconsciously passed down 98 generations. Great, you f*ckers, thanks a lot. Now it's on me to heal this accumulated fear? Oy. LOL!]

43 moons ago...
Eva mentor advice: hold the energy of passing around the appetizer tray unattachedly

15 moons ago...
A good cry, feeling my monumental accomplishment of 100 countries. Tears lead to heart of pain point: feeling like I can never relax or fall apart because no one will be there to pick up the pieces. No one wants to, and no one has the might to. #limitingbelief. Sigh. 

58 moons ago...
East is East with X. He wouldn't let me pay. Drove me home. The way he hugged me goodnight and sighed, Oh Ella. What a mirroring gift: to seem myself as wonderful and radiant for one of the first times ever.
[Commentary: Aha! Figured out why that didn't last. Because I didn't see him as wonderful and take charge. Big heart, no spine. Need spine.]

26 moons ago...
Holy shit I must have angels looking after me because I almost took the train onward to who knows where by oversleeping. Took my train itinerary screenshot in wrong time zone so I thought I missed my train but I didn't. Ha. I was so resourceful. Didn't panic. Decided to go to HB [Zurich] instead of being stranded in Basel [Switzerland]. Didn't worry about ticket, had a justification, if asked.

79 moons ago...
Ripple Effect. I should have ended it ages ago! But he did help distract me from my heartbreak and that was a balm to my healing. I warned him, he didn't listen.

16 moons ago...
Baboom! Registered for Vipassna Guatemala. Now awaiting confirmation, we are set!!!

12 moons ago...
OMG so glad I started a fresh Wave account!!! What a mess it was back in 2011 when I had a bunch of credit cards in various currencies, was a hot mess!!! Personal intermingled with business, not knowing how balance accounting sheets, and no formal training in business. How far I've come. What a hot mess back then!!!

77 moons ago...
International Rescue Committee approached ME to discuss web strategist job!!! OMG

55 moons ago...
Using Safeway's coin machine to change $8 in coins, yay!

39 moons ago...
I'm so grateful I get Friday's off. That's it: no more driving, rushing, running around like a crazy person! I do everything from home. Or I do nothing, if that pleases me. What a waste of time to commute, add buffer for traffic delays, construction, blah, blah, blah, puke.

With infinite grace, freedom on!

xo, Ella

Ellany LeaAUTHOR • Hi, I'm Ella, founder of Guide to Grace. I invite you to join me for an exquisite freedom at the intersection of: entrepreneurship, enlightenment, and enchantmentFollow